Fresh start?

Oh well.. here I am. It's been too long, really. I can't even make up excuses as to why I didn't post here.. it just.. happened? *lol* I don't know.. but it's been over a year since the last update.

I was thinking what to write about and after reading my last entry all my thoughts disappeared *lol* I just noticed how much I've changed. Maybe not something major, but in a lot of small little things. The basics didn't change: I still work in that place I told you about, I still go to uni [yes, I'm not done yet! but don't panic, I'm fully in schedule :)] and all, but I don't worry about things so much. At some point, something inside of me clicked and I started following my heart rather than thinking endlessly and never acting. It feels so much better.

My Danish friend visited Argentina in January. And I decided not to think about what might go wrong and surrender myself to positive thinking. And to living the present as well. And well, things happened *lol* Then he came back on July as an exchange student and he'll be here til late January. You know how these things go.. after meeting again we started a serious relationship. And it felt nice for a change.. that not-thinking thing. I might keep doing that in the future cause I really liked the results.. they made me feel alive, like I haven't felt for a while. Even tho, well.. we sorta broke up. And I say "sorta" cause we met the other day and I asked him something I wouldn't have DARED to ask some time ago. And he agreed! So no, I'm not in a serious relationship anymore. But that doesn't mean I'm not in some kind of relationship! Oh well, it's complicated. But right now I'm all for taking risks and living life to the fullest [for the future is scarce - *lol* sorry, I just had to add that]. I like him, he likes me, we get along. It works. And late January is far ahead in time so I refuse to worry. Talk about some new life philosophy, huh? I don't know.. I just feel like a year ago I was one tenth of what I am now. Feels like I've grown up somehow.

So yeah, that's pretty much it. I might start Yoga, by the way *lol* Random, I know. OOOOOH! Before I forget, I went to see the theatre play Rent with a friend. It was SO DAMN AWESOME!!! I would see it 10 million times again. AND I'm going to see KT Tunstall live in a week! YAY! :D Exciting things coming my way :D

I don't really expect anyone to read this.. but I think I'm writing it for me. Cause it's nice! It's nice to get online, open your blog after a year and notice how much you've grown up without even knowing it. It's.. reassuring :)