Being faithful is NOT overrated

Relationships.
Stressful. Chaotic. Time bombs about to explode.
But also fulfilling, passionate and necessary for a healthy life.
Can't live with them, can't live without them.

It's been almost a year since my "problems in Paradise" began with my now ex-boyfriend. One year. Anyone would consider it's enough time for someone to change, forget and grow up. But no, seriously no. In this case it seems a decade wouldn't be enough time for him.

This might seem written out of anger, however it's not. It's disillusion. Complete and utter disappointment towards the person I spent two years of my life with. Don't get me wrong, it's not the first time he disappoints me, but somehow I expected more of him this time. To put it bluntly, a year ago we broke up because he cheated on me. Allegedly, he was in love with her. So perfect, he starts to date her, makes her his girlfriend - this was perfect for my ego, just perfect! haha - and now, a year later he cowardly sends me a text message to ask me if I want to meet him for sex. Seriously..?

As much as I would like to get back at her for "stealing" my man, does he really think it's a good idea? Come on! Why can't some guys stay faithfull? I mean, if you're not happy in your relationship, just have the balls to talk to your partner and break up ffs! I'm tired of cheaters. I'm tired of not being able to trust blindly, 100% in someone. I think my replacement has enough of a burden right under her nose, no need for any kind of revenge from my side!

I've never cheated because I didn't need to. I've been the "other woman", which I'm not proud of, but I never cheated. Didn't ever cross my mind because that's not how I deal with my relationship's problems. Then why does he keep on doing the same over and over again?

Where are all the good faithful men who will give hope to this otherwise lame relationship world?