Hey! What's up people? It was about time I wrote something here, wasn't it? *lol*
I don't know what I'm gonna talk about, so this entry's probably gonna end up being really stupid. Please, excuse my stupidity *lol*
I got online for a while today, there wasn't many news except a good bunch of new emails in my account (14 and counting) but I haven't seen half of them which I really should.. there could be something important going on... Anyway, back to what I was saying. I haven't spent much time online lately, I miss my online buddies! But today it had to be different.. I really couldn't keep on studying.. no more things were getting into my brain.. it's full (of nothing, but full). So tomorrow I have an exam. Period. *lol*
And today.. oh today.. well, all I needed was to free my mind a bit, ya know? And who showed up? Mr Cute! Tho right now I would consider to change his nickname to Mr Annoying.. *rolls eyes* Anyway, he came online with his blah blah blah.. I have the feeling that if I've been 19 years without him, that situation can continue a little longer. It's not that I don't like him, it's that he's too complicated.. HE makes things complicated, even more than what they really are.. and right now, right now all I want.. and all I need is to relax, to stop thinking.. to set myself free. And who's the only one who can give all that to me right now? Yeah, you guessed it right! The boys.
I still don't know what I'm doing by writing this here.. I guess I needed to put things down and let it all out.. it's cheaper than going to a psychologist haha
Take care.. and if you happen to find the right guy, don't let him go away. There are many desperate women in the world.
xoxo
5 comments:
oh sissie,
now i feel so bad about yesterday! we really need to catch up!!
i hope you free yorue midn a lila nd goocluck on youre exam lady!! you'll do great!! *hug*
for about the asshole (yeh sorry) let him and his problem never ever get you into worries or stuff he's not worth it and im always here for you by phone email fz and even one ticket away! :P
luv ya take care and i hope we soon can talk maby even with our voices becouse that ahs been too long dont you agree?! luvs!!!
aaaw hun don't worry too much! it's all gonna work out just fine :) it's pretty annoying to have this 'brain overload'...and the best thing you can do is relax...take this BSB cd...turn it on and listen to it all night long.
good luck on your exam!!! and don't let that guy (whoever it is) get to you!
Awww thank you dutchies! You did a great job at making me feel better :D You put a smile upon my face, and that's always good! ;)
Well, right now Incomplete is playing in the speakers of my computer.. so I'm in this kinda.. trance when all I can do is sing and move my whole body to the rhythm of the song.. that means, I'm doing good! :D
I can't relax too much tho, I have 2 more exams, one on Monday and the other on Tuesday.. I really can't wait to have some time off
Thanx for caring about me, love ya both! :D
no need to thank me for caring youre my sissie remember!!! huggss
Good Luck with studying. Everyone has to take a break sometime. Unfortunately I missed when you had your break and came online so I didn't speak to you. But I do miss you.
I don't know what has gone on with Mr. Cute/Annoying..mayube I'll catch that up when we next speak, but if you need your space and to relax and hes not for you just let it go and relax. Look after yourself because right now he wouldn't know how to look after you properly because he doesn't know you.
Everythings gona be okay though Im sure of it. *hugs*
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