March 18, 2005

Time to post


Well, it's been long since the last post so I figured it was time to get my hands on this keyboard. *lol* I'm also considering typing everything in english since I feel... attached to it in a very strange way. I dunno if that's the word I was looking for, but it's the only word coming to my mind right now.

My mood's kinda weird today, not in a bad way tho... it's just different. Don't worry, I'm still laughing at everything, it's just that sometimes it's nice to get a bit serious, sit straight and take some time to think... yeah, some serious thinking can't be a bad thing, right? Tho too much thinking is not good either.. and believe me, I know that.
I tend to think about everything, I wonder... I analyse every tiny, little thing that happens in my life. Oh, I can't forget to mention that I always replay scenes. Yeah, I know it might sound odd to some people, but after the day's over and I place my head on the pillow, I start to think of the things I should have said or done. What for? There's no point in doing that! Then why do I do it? Why do we? Does it help? I've been doing it for years and it doesn't. There's always gonna be something I wish I had done, then why to struggle against those perfect situations that I play in my mind over and over again? If only I could change that, I would do it for sure.


"If I did it all again, I'd be a nun

The rain was never cold when I was young

I'm still young, we're still young

Life's too short to be afraid, step inside the sun"

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

Hey! English is good with me otherwise I can't read what the heck your saying! hahaha. I do the same but not as often as you.

Anonymous said...

I'm glad you decided to write in english...cuz the rest I can't understand hahaha. Anyway, I so totally know what you mean when you talk about the thinking etc. I do that all the time too, it makes you tired, but you just can't help it...

Anonymous said...

hey, english IS good!! comes in handy for a lot of people and its a great language anyways! you knwo im a thinkign so everythign you just post make perfecktly sence to me!! luv ya lots!

Tina said...

Ali, Lotte and sissie.. thank ya for taking the time to read my post and comment on it! You're great! :D
Indeed.. english is good. I'm gonna keep on writing in this beautiful language ;)