Just a dreamer

Hey ya!
I meant to put this here some time ago, but all of this happened when I was preparing for my exams, so typing this things here didn't seem my idea of doing something relaxing.. back then *lol* The reason of this whole entry is to let ya know what I dreamed some time ago.. it was a weird/funny almost bizarre dream, so I thought it would be nice to share it with all of ya.
Btw, I'll post my thoughts about the dream between asteriscs. Here I go..


I was in my English class *hmm.. recurrent place, why is it that I always find nice, good looking guys at my english class?* and the teacher was asking another student called Gabriela to give her my phone number. *Why didn't she ask me? :S* A guy sitting ahead of me says something to a girl, and I remember that in my dream I got suspicious.
After a while, the teacher asked me in front of the whole class if she could call me on Sat evenings, to which I replied 'yes'. *And that, ladies and gentlemen, that was weird!* Then, the guy sitting ahead mumbled something, but I could understand he said something like 'She's gonna pass the class', implying that I had some kinda arrangement with the teacher *Why the heck am I dreaming about that? I've NEVER cheated, never ever!*
At that moment, I got so angry that I interrupted the convo with my teacher and told him 'It doesn't mean I'm gonna pass!'. The truth was that the teacher wanted to give me a job in a hospital near my house *but don't ask me why I knew it!*

I got out of the class and *here comes the lovely/obsessed part of all this dream* Nick Carter *makes-me-wanna-melt human being lol* was sitting on a bench singing one of his solo songs *Was he waiting for me? Awwww* I hug him *Wooo hooo!!! That's right, take advantage of that yummy tummy!* and sit on his lap, with his legs between mine *Are you picturing it? It was HOT! Haha!*
Suddenly, a guitar appears and he starts to play it.. but I'm still all over him! He keeps singing and I hold him like that for like.. 5 mins :D Then, he gets up but I'm still hugging him sooo tight.. putting my legs around his waist *Damn, I think I got the hots for lil Nicky.. haha!* I remember he liked it *haha I don't think he wouldn't.. I mean, he's a man!*

Finally, he ends the song.. and I remember thinking 'He's gonna kiss me when he ends it'. But I woke up, so I don't know if he did *Yuck, why do I always wake up in the most important moments?*


If you're reading this now, it means you survived all the rambling up there, so thank you for wasting your time in all this! :D

What does your birth date mean?

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Your Birthdate: August 7

Born on the 7th day of month gives you a tendency to be something of a perfectionist and makes you more individualistic in many ways. Your mind is good at deep mental analysis and complicated reasoning. You are very psychic and sensitive, and you should usually follow your hunches. You may not take orders too well, so you may want to work alone or in a situation where you can be the boss. This birthday gives a tendency to be somewhat self-centered and a little stubborn.

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This is a song for the unloved...

Hey! What's up people? It was about time I wrote something here, wasn't it? *lol*
I don't know what I'm gonna talk about, so this entry's probably gonna end up being really stupid. Please, excuse my stupidity *lol*
I got online for a while today, there wasn't many news except a good bunch of new emails in my account (14 and counting) but I haven't seen half of them which I really should.. there could be something important going on... Anyway, back to what I was saying. I haven't spent much time online lately, I miss my online buddies! But today it had to be different.. I really couldn't keep on studying.. no more things were getting into my brain.. it's full (of nothing, but full). So tomorrow I have an exam. Period. *lol*
And today.. oh today.. well, all I needed was to free my mind a bit, ya know? And who showed up? Mr Cute! Tho right now I would consider to change his nickname to Mr Annoying.. *rolls eyes* Anyway, he came online with his blah blah blah.. I have the feeling that if I've been 19 years without him, that situation can continue a little longer. It's not that I don't like him, it's that he's too complicated.. HE makes things complicated, even more than what they really are.. and right now, right now all I want.. and all I need is to relax, to stop thinking.. to set myself free. And who's the only one who can give all that to me right now? Yeah, you guessed it right! The boys.
I still don't know what I'm doing by writing this here.. I guess I needed to put things down and let it all out.. it's cheaper than going to a psychologist haha
Take care.. and if you happen to find the right guy, don't let him go away. There are many desperate women in the world.
xoxo